Really no point counting down anymore.
Work not done means trouble.
And trouble means only one thing.
Fail.
So they say, my attitude is bad. I am not keen to learn, not willing to work, just waiting to pass the time by. If they think i'm not performing they will fail me and make me repeat 6 months at Lau Chee Bye & Co.!
Wow, what fucking evidence do you have to say so?
Since day 1 I work on your fucking accounts with enthusiasm, without complaint, so to speak.
Slowly the amount of fucking shit you throw to me gets harder and more time consuming.
Yah Lau Chee Bye always likes to give me ridiculous work to do, and when theres Lau Chee Bye work to do, manager's work comes second, and lastly my direct assignments. Then when things are not done, I get told off by supervisor.
Oh have I mentioned before?
The management ACTUALLY sees me as a skiver, a slacker who is just here to sail through this 6 months.
Why?
Because the Lau Chee Bye gives me work thats beyond my scope of study. Regardless of whether I can give a solution to his fuck-possible problems, I still have to 'work' on it, and that takes time. And when that takes time, I have less time to work on my direct assignments. And when my direct assignments are not done, they ask, "what has this guy been doing all this while? wasting the time away?"
Yea that's what mr. supervisor told me this morning. Can't believe my ears. Can't believe how unreasonable and absurd they can get.
I can't fathom how much bad luck I must have accumulated to land myself in this shithole.
Getting into poly most likely means you go through attachment and I was well aware of it.
People say that attachment is just work, damn sian, damn boring, or some of them communication breakdown with colleagues. They whine and whine and whine, VERY sian, VERY boring.
Well mine isn't. I'm on an action-packed never ending attachment program that keeps me a little too occupied everyday to let me even play my guitar for even 30 mins.
And putting your head down for half a dozen seconds is enough to get you into trouble.
