I kinda regret not doing many things in 2008.
But I'm way more disappointed with the way I chose to live 2009, and also angry with the way 2009 has come to pass.
Many friends have gone to serve the nation, attachment came at a time that I could not enjoy time with them before they all entered NS and wasted half my year away just like that, ended up spending unnecessary time and money playing WoW, having a friend handicapped for a whole damn year and smoking our lives away.
And at the end of the day, feeling utterly lost and passing the time aimlessly....searching for something, a cure, or an answer, I don't know.
Since 50 Havelock Road, things started becoming meaningless and there felt as if something was missing. Maybe it was the fact that there was never a chance to meet up with the soccer guys during the attachment, or maybe because I stopped going back to NPS altogether. I miss something alot, but what.....
...
Hitting the gym tomorrow morning with oli and gary.
Feeling fucking tired, and emo. Fuck life, nights.

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